im like a kitten i need attention and i need to curl up next to you and i need you to pet me and tell me im cute.
If you see this, please don’t kill yourself. You will thank yourself one day. You will be happy you are alive.
Do you ever feel so happy that you think nothing can bring you down then two minutes later you want to lie in your bed and never get out because you’re so sad…
With all that’s been going on I feel like he would be better off without me. I just want him to be happy and obviously I’m not doing too great of a job at that. Every time we get happy I somehow ruin it and then it’s just horrible. I don’t know why I do it. I don’t think I try to. It’s just how I am. And I guess it’s how I’ll always be…. I just wish I could change so I could make him happy and keep him happy. Without doing anything sexual. That’s when he seems the most happy and that’s why I keep doing stuff with him…. Why must it come to this… I just want us to be happy and him to be happy. With or without me. Sure ill be totally ruined but if it makes him happy then I’ll be happy for him. I do love him more than I ever thought I would. I love every imperfection he hates. I love everything about him. Especially how weird he is, always keeping me laughing. I guess that I’ll always be easily angered and forever getting upset and I already know one day I’m gonna push him to his point and it won’t be good at all…
Till that time comes
Forever a hopeless romantic who messes things up.
I posted this in July and it’s still the number one daily reblog.
As it should be.
Anytime I need a reality check I look at those courageous happy faces.
Those faces. All the feels right now.
All I want is for a boy to look at me and think “wow she is so cute she gives me a boner but I also want to make her soup”